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Monday, May 26, 2008

looking at these photos really makes me want to rewind time.
makes me want to relive the past, just in a better way.
in a way that would have made me treasure them more.
i want to go back to the past when i could smile.
when i could really smile genuinely.

32 days, darlings, 32 only.

32 till i'm back with you all, loves. <3

(: 10:18 PM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

i love you.

that's all i can say to you all right now.

having that fever just now really hit me.

i was scared, but i dont know why.

but all i know now, there are ppl around me who care.

and that thought just makes me smile.

"PEIQI ARE YOU READING THIS?!?!?!? I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH. sigh wish i can just see you raorund in school randomly and just shout out a loud loud TAN PEIQI!!!! and run over to give you a big big big big big hug. MISS YOU AND YOUR CRAZINESS."

i miss leowzhixian so so much.

(: 9:02 PM

cos you guys are the ones who keep me going.

the ones who make me look forward to every coming day.

cos i know, i know. it's a day closer to being with you guys again.

34 days, loves, just 34 days. (:

(: 5:02 PM

ocf today was really inspiring, i learnt so much from it.

missionaries. that's a really big word. usually the big scale projects come into mind, like what daddy's doing. going to burma, cambodia and places like that. but is that really all there is to mission? everything big starts somewhere small isnt it.

and bingo, it starts from the people around us. from ppl in campus, to the friends we know. sometimes i think of the future, when i go to heaven, would my friends be there with me? i dont want to see them anywhere else but in heaven with me. that means i have to start working now. share with them, pray with them, and the session today really encouraged me even more to work to bringing them to heaven with me. and i pray for God to give me the courage, and the words to say.

i want to make a difference, i want to see them saved.

amen.

(: 12:32 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

happy seventeenth, chua yunjun!

have a great day today okay. sorry i cant be back in sg to celebrate it with you. but anyhow, make sure you enjoy your day! dont think negative things, go think happy thoughts, and go and smile. i bet you havent smiled in a long time. i'm really glad that i met you at psc06, that i have you as a friend, someone i can turn to. and i hope i've been that someone you can turn to too. it's really amazing how we've remained this close, through the past two years, and i thank God for this friendship. even through your troubles and sadness, just rmb that there's someone in melbourne always thinking of you okay! hahaha. (:

i love you, best friend.

2 years, and still counting.

(: 2:05 AM

Monday, May 19, 2008

happy bday peixuan! (:

hope you had a good day today, i love you :D

(: 11:39 PM

when stamford raffles held the torch,
that cast promethean flame.
we faced the challenge of the day,
to give our school a name.

the eagle eye and gryphon strength,
they led us to the fore.
to reign supreme in e'vry sphere,
the sons of singapore.

come heed the call, rafflesians all.
and let our hearts be stirring.
we'll do our best whatever test,
and keep our colours flying.

let comradeship and fervent hope,
with one voice make us pray.
auspicium mellioris aeviiiiiii,
with God to guide the way.
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was listening to the school anthem on youtube. damn random right. haha. but i like the school anthem! what would things be like if i stayed back there. i'm happy i made the choice to come here, and i'm not regretting it one single bit. but really, what would things be like if i were in rj, i always wonder.

but anyhow,
once a rafflesian, always a rafflesian.
and i'm proud to call myself a rafflesian.
i bet all of you are too.

auspicium melioris aevi.

(: 1:59 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

happy bday vicky (:

may God always bless you, dear.

(: 1:17 AM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

sometimes, okay not just sometimes.

all the time, i wish i had someone i could turn to here.

just like that whole gang which has so much fun tgt.

i wish just for that one person whom i can talk to.

just that one person who would show he/she cares.

just that one person whom i can pour my heart out to.

just that one person who can love me for who i am.

just that one person who can be there for me.

just that one person i can be myself with.

just that one person i can call, a friend.

sometimes i wonder,

if i made a wrong step somewhere.

it's not so hard now,

to want to lay down and cry.

(: 5:20 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

treasure whatever you have now, really.

the time you have with your family, with your friends, and the little things around you.

treasure every single bit of them.

life's really fragile, and really unpredictable.

you all would have heard this line before, but really, it applies.

live life, as if it were your last day on earth.

i miss my family. my dad, my mum, and jiawei.

i miss my friends. close ones, not so close ones.

i miss the little things that ppl have done for me.

but, i'm living life to its fullest.

guys, continue praying for vanessa.

God will do wonders, He will.

she'll wake up, she will.

Lord, i pray that you will have your healing hand upon her.

let's see a miracle happen.

Amen.

(: 6:23 PM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

yanliang says: (1:13:43 AM)

it's okay bestie

yanliang says: (1:13:50 AM)

im supporting you right there k

peiqi; says (1:14:54 AM)

thank you best friend (:

yanliang says: (1:16:21 AM)

no worries

yanliang says: (1:16:25 AM)

as u always tell me

yanliang says: (1:16:29 AM)

thats what friends are for what

yanliang says: (1:16:33 AM)

what more bffl

and thats what i miss abt sg.

my best friends.

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where did i go wrong?

what did i do?

why cant i belong ):

(: 1:20 AM

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

it sucks to be drifting further and further.

but i guess thats whats best for me.

dont think i'd ever be happy if i hung on.

God's leading me somewhere else, He is.

it was a good two months hanging out with you guys.

thanks for the good times.

i miss the gang back in sg. ):

at least we were always there for each other.

at least i felt i belonged.

i miss ting, and xian and fang and nat. and shihui. and ck and dillon and paddo ):

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dug out some old photos.

i miss those times.

what made me who i am today.

and psc was definitely one of the highlights of my whole life.

'06.

the voices that care <3

what do i need to say man.

the ones i'm happy with.

need i say more?

and i miss the brother.

and the best friend.

and my favourite girls in the whole wide world.

and ck. (unglam photo ): )

51 more days, peiqi, 51 more days,

i cant wait, i really cant.

(: 7:16 PM

Monday, May 05, 2008

why is everyone sad ):

i wish i was back home to be there for you guys.

wo yao hui jiaaaa.

(: 11:59 PM

Sunday, May 04, 2008

what would you do if your best friend hated school.

what would you do if your best friend has never been happy for the past two months.

what would you do if your best friend is always pissed.

what would you do, what would you do.

i'll never know how you feel,

but yes, i'll keep doing what i've been doing (:

even if it doesnt make you feel any better.

and i'm always here, you know that :D

(: 11:25 PM

Friday, May 02, 2008

happy seventeenth, tan yanliang :D

one year older, one year wiser. ahaha. well, i'm really glad i've got you! even though there have been shit times between the both of us, i still treasure this friendship all the same. hope you enjoyed your day today, and i hope the phone call did make you smile. haha.

three years, going on four years, and still counting.

i love you, bffl.

(: 4:15 PM

Thursday, May 01, 2008

stupid and idiotic cabbies.

one word. annoying. go on strike in the heart of city.

and cos of their stupid act, i cant get to school.

screw them.

(: 2:29 AM